Eric (furious_angle) wrote in blue_dreaming,
Eric
furious_angle
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UGH!!!

Great. So because I apparently hate myself my mind has decided to really screw with me. Long story short (cuz not many people really care) I'm really trying to forget this girl named Laura because she really hurt me. Trying to forget I have feelings for her, trying to forget she exists,etc. So what do I do?

DREAM ABOUT HER!

That's right. I had a dream where I was hanging out with some other girl and eating pizza and what not and Laura shows up. I mean, in the dream I should have seen it coming because the two girls are room-mates, but it was still kind of a shock. So I'm eating pizza in absolute silence, and it's probably the most awkward dream moment I've ever had. On top of that, I got to flip through a little scrap-book or something with a bunch of pictures of her and her "lover" (who I now consider my arch-enemy) with several pages adorned with condoms.

Question: Why the hell didn't I leave in the dream? Why didn't I stand up and walk out? Maybe because I stayed far too long in real life. Maybe I should have said "adios" a year ago instead of sitting around and feeling put-upon.

On the up side, I did see the name Les Claypool in it, so it wasn't all bad.

I hate my brain.
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